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Monday, 14 September 2009
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Chapter 8
要考试了哦，一点紧张心都没。
已多次劝告自己，不要以为有了目标而放弃了一些不管和目标有关的东西……
就是做不到啊……
死性不该吗，不是吗……
有些是，真的很难改……
脾气应该用了两，三年来改好一点了吧。
可能终于知道自己长大了，
不可以再像以前一样了。
彤啊，
你应该知道我很爱你吧？
为什么，她一出现……
就改变了呢……
心好痛。
虽然有男朋友，
但是对于我而言，
你也应该很清楚，……
我比较注重女性，不是吗？
很想回到以前，
和你在一起的日子。
但是，不可能了。
我只是你的绊脚石。到底，
什么是朋友？
突然间不会写了。
忘了怎么写了。
只知道，是一个很痛苦的字。
Friday, 20 March 2009
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Chapter 7
心，淡了。
现在才发现，我依然那么爱视觉系。
但是，因为男朋友
而暂时忘了视觉系，
把自己变得女性化
这样做，值得吗？
刚刚冲凉时，
一直在发梦，
我希望可以成为一个著名的服装设计师 ＝＝
设计女人的幻想与梦想～～
黑箩莉的服装～
最爱了
也想设计视觉系的衣服
想到都很爽～！！！
但是现在……
到底要如何？
男朋友又不爱我视觉系＝＝
而要我变得很有女人味……
到底要放弃？
还是
视觉系，女人风，梦想，男友一起？
思考当中。
Sunday, 08 March 2009
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Chapter 6
好爱他，
没有他，
我真的不懂该怎么办。。。
但是，
说真的=。=
自己又心痒痒的。
竟然在班上有人和他长得很像很像！！
超像！！！！
妈的~
心痒痒了。 =。=
坏了坏了~~~~~~~~~~
〉。〈
也很注意他嘞。。。
坏了！坏了！！
！！！
不可以背叛他！
啊啊啊啊啊啊~
Thursday, 12 February 2009
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Chapter 5
Fight, gaduh, chao jia,
ah, what the fuck...
i just want you say SORRY..
isst really that hard?
my god,
you said anything to me, i accept,
only this,
YOU SAID I WASTED TIME ON THAT THING?
because i can't tahan !?
PLEASE,
ya know the next day i straight come period kah,
fucker...
you know that words really hurt me so so so much ?
i wasted time?
really, unforgivable.
WASTE TIME,
i love you so much,
willing to do anything that u like,
YOU SAID I WASTE TIME!?
fuck you!
but the real emotion is still cannot be hidden...
i love you, that's what i know,
we can meet each other after 10 months,
wondering what we will fight about next time,
just like a mirror,
cracked, cracked,
at last will be half,
i don't want be like this,
really hope he can understand my feeling , -___-
everytime sure gaduh something like this,
you not sien one meh ?
i also SIEN LA!
give me some PEACE AND HARMONY fucker -____-
i cannot imagine when the times come to ,
how i can stand for him...
hmmmm,
so, this time must use my brain to think =.=
who asked i love him that much...
Sunday, 25 January 2009
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Chapter 4
fuck man,
everything is totally screwed up !
i can't believe i act like a dog of HIM all the time!!
what you mean by YOU'RE BEING CONTROLLED?
i think i'm the one who keep being controlled all the time!
bloody sucker.
you think you really got think and understand my feeling before?
WOAH, suck your own cock please.
because of you,
i wasted so many times AND MONEY on YOU!
YOU KNOW OR NOT?
i dont need anything back,
just be back yourself.
it's really hard to you?
oh, fucker.
damn pissed.
i can't understand what you thinking??
i don't know when the time i can't stand for you,
and start SCOLDING you.
i everytime just keep quiet because i don't want to fight with you,
if YOU REALLY WANT A FIGHT,
come! mother fucker.
i sure will scold until your face drop.
can't you think more mature?
SO SORRY IF I'M A KAMPUNG GIRL,
YEA YEA MODERN BOY.
_l_
go find a prostitute instead, then.
brainless microorganism.
and and, i HATE REUNION DINNER. -___-
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